my trip home...after 3 long years...

may I shd talk abt my recent trip to Singapore..

I feel that it is kinda disappointing..din do much really..

24June

I reach SG Changi airport @ 12.25am..I went wif my hubby n dotter..

my mum, sis n bf, aunt was there to fetch us but no1 really seems to care abt me..they just care abt my dotter..so sad..

the 1st thing they saw me.."OMG!! u put on so much wt..u r so fat..."

as if I dun already know..do u have to tell me again..*sigh*

then its followed by..."aiyoh, ur dotter lost so much wt..."..*sigh*

its not my fault that shes not eating..I cant do much..I c her for less then 3 hrs per day..I have tried my best..but no1 seems to care or listen..

oh well...guess its my fault..watever..

I took the same vehicle as my sis...din talk much as far as I cld rem..it was a quiet trip home..too quiet for comfort..

to be continued................................

boring day..boring life..

another sleepless nite..life is so boring..

work..home..work..home..life is not interesting anymore..

no1 cares abt me..I hate my life..

May 24, 2005

Todae is a yucky day!! It sux!!

I tink there is sthg wrong wif me..I cant seem to get along wif my colleagues, I have been working there for 2 mths, and I still cant get along wif my colleagues. I tink I m dead this time, I made a mountain out of a molehill and I am sure to be condemned @ work 4ever now...*sigh* Shd I go to work tomorrow? Qn marks?!?!?!?! ?????

I nono why but I always feel tt I m discriminated @ work..mayb itz me..mayb..mayb..

I too am not sure wats wrong, I dun have a prob when I was in my last job.

Some1 told me itz becoz I have no confidence in myself, oh well..

Mayb itz tme I move on n @@ for a new job..I really feel like quiting from my job...I cant get along wif my colleagues n my bozz..ARGH!!!

I wanna go home to where I am from...